bittersweet .

this had nothin' to do with me. k?

what my dad taught me, is hatred.
he taught me how to care, yet he didn't care about his wife's hapiness, still he mocked be of being insecure and careless.
he taught me to be wise, but he can't make the decision, and when he's wrong, he blamed his wife.
he treated his wife just like a mere pawn, locked in a cage. she could get out only if the king made a mistake.

what my mom taught me, is lie.
she taught me how to care, yet she didn't care about the mistakes she and her husband both made, and keep repeating the same mistake.
she taught me to be wise, but she keep her mind closed. never try to improve herself due to the problems they had together.
she treated herself pitifully. she blamed everything to herself, and never had the willing to move on. which is why she is still a pawn.

what my God taught me, is to hang on.
even though life is a misery, He always gave us a solution to every problem. it's up to you to either keep trying or give up miserably.
even though life keeps on pushing us down, there's always His hand we hold on to. so we could carry on in this life, stand up once more.
even though we're in the deepest fall of our life, He's always willing to give us a great man to help us with our problems. a friend.

life is bittersweet.
don't say your life is unfair. because maybe you are the one who is making your own life unfair. what you have is your life depends on what you think it is. if it's good, then it's good. if it's bad, then it's bad. always be grateful of what you got. God created disasters around the world to tell us, make us realize that there's more unfairness than us in the world.


yaa, this is a poem ? i just created . it tells a story of an unfair life. a little boy in pain whose life is having a knockdown, only to be saved by the man upstairs. yes, God himself.

I'm just another pawn, brought to life to deliver a message.

Blender dan Jerawat Trilogy

hello blog! udah lama banget gue kagak ngetweet, emm maksud gw ngeblog.

terakir kali gw ngeblog pas natal : gue minta pacar. iya,

bagi lo pada yang masih percaya sinterklas

SINTERKLAS KAGAK ADA BABI.

merry christmas and happy new year guys

selamat kita semua yang naik kelas, enjoying holiday

yang pada ke singapur, ke universal studios, perlu diperhatikan.

sejak ada universal studios, singapore terkena musibah banjir 2kali.

kerugiannya membawa berkah bagi Microsoft karena banyak iPHONE 4 yang terendam banjir.

bicara soal iPhone 4, hp ini baru launching tanggal 24 kmrn di 5 negara, US, UK, Germany, France, dan Jepang. sejak itu, iStore dimana" makin rame, gara" banyak yang nginep disitu buat ngantri. hebat banget. coba mereka bikin penginapan. iRest gitu. pasti laku.

back to topic,

emm, sebenernya berhenti ngelantur ngomongin hal lain, terus mule topik .

ngomongin iPhone 4 barusan, gw barusan ngeliat video di youtube . Will it Blend? - iPhone 4

ya, ceritanya tentang BlendTec, sebuah blender yang NGEBLEND iPHONE 4.

menurut gw si rada sadis ya. gw ngeden iPhone 4, sementara si Tom Dickson ini ngeblend iPhone, hingga jadi abu.

tadi gw kasitau cicil di iChat, dia syok juga. hahaha

oh iya cicil baru bikin blog, bisa dibuka di

sini.

kalo nggak di

hahahaha oke gue iseng.

topik kedua gw, yaitu jerawat

tentu aja lo semua pernah ngerasain punya jerawat, unless you're biebz. LOL

selain justin bieber dan artis" lainnya pasti pernah punya jerawat.

gw sih stres punya jerawat.

dari jidat sampe leher sampe gigi gue punya jerawat. di bibir juga! eh. itu sariawan *jayus*

intinya muka gw yang ancur ini tuh kayak real estate buat jerawat" milyuner pencipta Apple. Jerawat Jobs (jejo) menetap dimuka gw pas umur 11, karena beranjak remaja lalu jerawat peminat" iFace mule berdatangan dan hidup di iFace Estate. Semuanya senang hidup di iFace, terkecuali Jerawat Gates (jega) yang iri terhadap jejo. dia membuat Windows, yang membuat estate baru, bukan di iFace, tetapi di bagian" lain seperti leher, dan punggung. yang membuat Windows jerawat ini lebih terkenal adalah ini perumahan biasa yang lebih murah, sehingga banyak pendatang baru menetap di leher dan punggung. tapi membuat leher dan punggung seperti kena cacar yang hina. kalo jerawat di muka sih wajar. dipunggung?

jijik.

nah, jejo gak setuju dong sama jega.makanya dia bersama para borjuis borjuis iFace menciptakan Jerawat Cullen (jecul) . darah biru asli iFace yang dingin, tapi ganteng, diciptakan untuk menarik perhatian jerawat" di leher dan punggung agar beralih kembali ke iFace.

Jega tentu menyadari rencana jejo. maka dia bersama para jerawat miskin menciptakan jerawat genetika low class bernama Jerawat Bella (jela) untuk menarik perhatian jecul . jela berhasil.iFace semakin terpuruk. maka ia membangunkan sebuah makhluk dari tidurnya, untuk membunuh jela,

Jacob Belek. sebuah KUTIL.

to be continued... NOT.

paragraf" diatas gak usah dibaca. isinya ga penting. (TELAT NGOMONGNYA)

ok itu tiba" gw kepikiran sendiri. gimana kalo jerawat hidup kayak the sims?

tapi hasilnya sampah ga jelas.

huff

yaudahdeh. itu dulu cerita gw.

off lagi , sampe niat blogging ga tau kapan

juli gw ke jepang.

jadi ga mungkin blogging lagi sampe pertengahan juli.

oke.

bye

Don't Be Angreh!

WOW PROJEK BI:(

PROJEK PKN DUA BIJI

PROJEK IPS

PROJEK...

banyak banget projek nih

makanya udah jarang ngeblog

tapi diantara projek"nya yg plg seru:

TWILIGHT! PB ENTERTAINMENT

liat bloopersnya di FB!

jadi bikin film gitu buat projeknya. duh seru banget. jadi kameraman gitu. ehehe

Acha jadi Bella, Arvy jadi Edward, aduh si Arvy gayanya jadi COOL:D haha

terus jadi Emmett .

jadi sabtu kemaren kan nginep.

kebetulan si acha kea bete dijodoh"in sama arvy

kita ga enk(gw pb michi)

jadi kitabikinin lagu

gw bikin liriknya

pb bikin chordnya.

keren banget gak nyampe sejem jadi.

videonya masuk ke fb sndiri. pdhl gw uplod fail mulu

akhir kata, lo harus nonton nih video!

Don't Be Angry - Will,PB,Michi

Vocals by Will & Michi

Lyrics by Will

Chords by PB

C Am Dm

Jokes are meant for laughs, not separating us

F G

We are best friends, and will stay together

Em Am F

You are the craziest, the best girl we ever know

F G

This song we make to apologize

F E Am

please don't be angry

Dm G

we didn't mean to hurt your feelingss

F E Am

please don't be sad

F G C

we want to see you smile again :)

We just think, you're cute together

we don't mean to make you mad

we just think you're great together

but if you don't

reff 2x

we want to see You Smile Again :)

ACHA SMILE! YOU'RE THE INSPIRATION !

All I Want Is Love, And All I Want Is You

yeaa, as you know dari tweets gue beberapa minggu ini
oh? belom add?
add dulu. @VoiceandHeart
IH PROMOSI. hahah

jadi, gue lagi di jomblangin (okay gue ngomongin hal ini mulu) sama @alicious_081109 sama seseorang. ehemehem gue lah jadinya. bolehlah gara" dia gue jadi suka si ehemehem

sambil gue mikir mo nulis apa, jadi keinget sama harinya cupid. taulahhh 14 Februari

2009.

why can't I forget you? I don't want to fall again. It's too painfull..

Gue beli mawar terus gue kasih dia.

dia nolak.

sudahlah. udah terjadi gini.

sometimes it takes more than love to achieve you, but I want you to accept the only thing I can give to you. My love <3

gue gak bisa mikir apa" lagi. :[

lo bikin gue gak bisa mikir apa" lg.

I'm mesmerized.

so I'll end this tweet

emm blog post.

Stupid Love Letter - Friday Night Boys

describes this post the most, I think.

Because I gave you love and you said no.

I still want a girlfriend for christmas

and I hope you know it's you who I'm talking about.

What did I miss?

udah berapa lama gue gak ngeblog? lama banget yah. gue lebih suka ngetweet. oh ia follow gue bagi yang belom follow @voiceandheart .

oh my God. ngko gue baru kentut hypersound dan pergi. you have no shame. hahaha ah fart.

gw ga mau tweet, eh blog banyak" deh. lagi ulum week. dan tadi pas english gue masukkin taylor lautner sebage jawaban.

Apa aja yang terjadi selama ini?

Banyak.

AJONG jadi trending topic dikalangan gue, khususnya gue yang baru bikin video prank ajong.

sapa ajong? Ajong itu pemilik farmasi yang sangat, sangat kuat. Baca : Obat kuat Ajong 92711127

dan dia udah marah ke gue 2 kali. dan gabe.

Ngko gue, @albertputra , satu - satunya sodara gue yang kurus balik ke indo sampe januari. insyaallah kita ntn BLG. sapa yang ikut? ayo rame rameee! oh ya, drumnya jago abis gile. kemaren main drum and bass paramore - brighter sama gue (y) bassnya asik. terus sama ngko gue, @nuznuz88 ngehardrock man! seru abis

terus,

gue dapet pacar

ya I wish T^T

gue berharep banget ada cwe yang jadi hadiah natal buat gue.wrapped in a box, of course, terus mati kebekep tanpa udara sampe gue balik because I'M GOING TO TURKEH ON 23 MAN! YEAH (y) nanti gue bakal ketemu @otchii

tadi gue ngebahas cewe buat dipedekatein sama @alicious_081109 dan hasilnya kurang gtu baik.

serius deh, gue natal kemaren minta clara di iket pita merah dimasukin ke box.

terus, ulangtaun gue minta clara di iket pita merah dimasukin ke box.

terus idul adha, gak nyambung ih gue. hahaa

POKOKNYA SANTA MOLDY (jim?) harus ngasi gue PACAR buat NATAL!'yeah, Santa Claus is a hoax! Santa Moldy is coming to town !

you better watch out.

you better watch out.

you better watch out,

I'm telling your mom.

Wiggington is coming to town!

(how how how how how how how)

ih si wiggington pentilnya keliatan kalo ngajar =='

terus berada dibawah banget. nyeremin abis! kayak 2kali lipat lbideket dgn udel daripada manusia biasa!

recommending a song :

Someone Like You - Boys Like Girls

Not My Self - John Mayer

18 December gue libur, dan bakal mudika bareng daniel :)

hahaa post ini berantakan banget dan gak beraturan,

ulum bi gue pasti merah nih.

taylor lautner lahh!

peace, love, don't do sex before you marry someone, or at least before 2012, drink wine, don't smoke unless you want to look cool, and believe :

#in2012 there will be a massive marriage (kawin masal) so people can have sex before they died, but they got HIV/AIDS so humans extinct.

:))

seriously, sex can make global warming.

in love everyone becomes a poet.

justwrotethisminutesago:)
love is a trick, also said a game
love is feeling, also and emotion
love is expressing, then kissing
love is reaching the sky so high I could fly

your words are my bread
and so your breath are what I drank
when you need me I'll be here
I'll came just right on time just when you need me

your laugh is music
and your smile is the highest art
so I will love to be loved
and set my feelings on fire

I always looked up for paradise
but I only found heaven when I see you
just don't ever go away
It's too hard to lose an ecstasy worth anything

you walks beautifully
or my eyes are just into you
you are a collection of all love quotes
because it's all out when you're with me

your love is a fire in an Arctic ice
cause' you gave me love when I need life
when other's are a dollar, you're the million
your love has it's own value

to not see you is irresistible
but I learned not to worry
you will never change
you're the ______ I know

the girl who brought happy alongside with her
the girl who brought shoes from zara at never forgot to share
the girl who easily smiles because of one's joke
the girl most people flirt with, but has no effect on her

the girl who said thank you at my praises
what I need for my birthday is you
you're the only one who's ever made me said that
the one I pick because I can't live without her

again I wouldn't sleep tonight
not because of the fan, it's working well
but to recognize the smallest things
they usually mean the most

to pick her over all the other girls you hang out with
to tell her she is beautiful because of what she is
to bring her flowers at night, and sing her a lullaby
to inspire me, because no one else could

I looked at her and it's the only reason to smile
I talked to her and it's the only way I feel live pleasure
I'll let her sleep on my arms if she would, I would do anything
I'll kiss her if she wants it anytime, I would do anything

I'll hold her hands so it wouldn't be cold anymore
I'll never her alone, there are to much risks
I don't want to never see you again
because then live has no meaning

Now if God ask me why do I live
it's for you and for your everything
And if you search for a life purpose
search for a love instead, then you'll get it eventually

because I love you and my love is wanting yours
it's waiting for you, until your confirmation
because my love is prepared, and I think yours too
cause I love you and that's the only thing I know about you.

One of the best day and halloween:)

kemaren benerr" asik! Gue sama Daniel main berdua dirumah gue, terus malemnya dateng ke closingnya Euphoria di loren. closingnya seru banget. pertama-tama ad bandnya andre sama pb, crotosaid terus bandnya andre sama claren, chocobi. sumpah chocobi keren banget! pas rehearsalnya aja udah bagus. abis band-band andre slese gue ktemu pb sama andre. si pb kyk bahagia abis konsernya sukses. trs gw ke backstage brg andre n pb. abis itu kita loncat" heboh"an pas band lain main. gokil abis dah! Makin heboh lagi pas band ngkonya andre, germs and the buddies perform. si andre tereak" BAND ENGKO GUEEE BAND ENGKO GUEE! RENO RENO! KAK RENOO! ngga juga sih. gue juga tereak".tp awal"nya gue liat penyanyinya kea nerd cuman gue cabut tuh kata abis dia nyanyi. keren banget suaranya! cuman sayang awal" dia lupa nyalain micnya. Abis itu gue, pb, andre ke backstage nemu Germs and the buddies. Vokalisnya, kalo ngga salah andre blg stanley namanya lagi tengkurep. gue kan tanya ke ngkonya andre knp dia. katanya tadi pas akhir" dia bilang terimakasih SMAN 78! untung gak kedengeran sih.Kita balik, Claren performs drum sambil nyanyi. omg claren is sooo talented! tadi main gitar sambil nyanyi, sekarang drumming sambil nyanyi, dan gitarny bagus, epiphonenya bagus, drumnya bagus, suaranya bagus! perfect musician deh! Terus terakir Abdul and The Coffee Theory. Abdul si gue ga tau sapa. Cuman yang gue liat pertama, dia bawa ECHA, drummer indo idol gue yang sering perform di rcti. gila drumnya keren banget! gue blg ke arvy n dia takjub bgt. terus gue nemu ferio. Dia ngasitau bahasa jawanya Abdul and The Coffe Theory : Abduleketekopiteore ato semacemnya, gue ngakak gila lucu banget.Selesenya gue minta foto bareng echa. gak peduli pokoknya gue harus dapet fotonya! gue diberkahi echa buat jadi drummer. AMIN! terus si echa muji kehebatan drumming claren. wowowowow dia dibawa ke ruang Abdul! asik banget jadi claren. selagi itu, katanya bb echa ilang. bb echa ilang? echa punya bb? gue si langsung bertindak sama ci sinchan. gue berniat add pin bb nya. cuman sayang ga dapet. untung si ktemu.


ahh it was a fun day! I want more of Crotosaid, Chocobi, and Germs!